Great to meet you!
You're the former "mature for your age" kid who's now painfully self-aware, and still emotionally stuck. You understand why you feel the way you do. You can trace the pattern back to its root. But knowing the "why" hasn't changed the pattern of the anxiety, the shutdown, the same relationship dynamic on repeat. You've been to therapy before, and it helped you understand yourself better, but it didn't feel like anything actually shifted. You left session after session with more insight and the same stuck feeling.

